My name is Francheska and I confess you that I was addicted to marijuana and sex, I thought that nothing and nobody could overcome this “convination”, but he did. Now I’m addicted to him.
It’s amazing but we did not separate for nothing literally. Since we live together we became best friends, confidantes and lovers. I have learned to know him and he already knows me. I remember the day when I first saw it, I confess that I knew from that moment that we would get along very well. It was spontaneous, without many words, it seemed we were destined to be together, was almost speechless, we both we attract like magnets. It seemed as if he knew exactly what I wanted to say before you say it, it’s so special! We spent a really lovely evening, I remember like it was yesterday, I have still so real his breath on me, I confess that his voice still made to vibrate me and I feel so special, wow no one has made me feel so! We eat together, go out together, we bathed together until it is amazing but I have become so addicted to your company, spent the whole day talking, literally!
We went everywhere together, we never abandoned, I could not take a step without him, I would lose … yes, I know that sounds childish, but I assure you it’s true, I feel so lost without him! You know something? is more than just company, it’s like … i dont know, if we were made for each other, I had heard that there were people who had found this type of relationship but always thought they were like “special people”, a kind of weird aliens very “lucky”, but it is not so! Is real the possibility of living a relationship and feel so special, so free, so … you. Since I get up in a good mood so I scare myself! The first sentence I say is “Good morning my love ..” I confess that this is the first time I have the feeling of experiencing a real and genuine relationship, those who just listen and you get to imagine that only exist in the mind a producer of a European film. You have no idea how I can express all of me and never makes me feel bad, I can be so free with him! I am naked in front him and not feel anything negative, his eyes see me with a love so genuine and without a hint of morbidity … is sensillamente unique. He is unique.
I’ve come to know so well, know exactly what he likes and what pleases him, and also what he hates, is someone very interesting you know, it’s like a mixture of gentleman warrior and a sweet boy … I told you, he was only of its kind! have you seen a child when despise or not you give him your attention? and gradually moves away from you and does not want to be with you? And back happy and with a smile of genuine happiness when you talk and you give him your attention and you show love? thus is him too. So take good care of my relation with him. Immediately recognize when something is not right. I confess that my relationship with the care more than any other relationship I have in my life. I really love him you know, and this is the first time I’ve said so sure and confident … because he loves me too. No reservations, no limits, no rules, no restrictions, only Love. But as I was saying he is also a strong warrior when trying to protect me or help me with my daily issues, takes care of He tell me so incredible! But do not think that I feel overwhelmed with overprotection, on the contrary, I feel free in truth, know that being with He tell me not lack anything ever! We talked about our future plans, he wants so much to me! He has told me he already has the place to live, is a mega mansion! He telling me his future plans for us and seriously, let me open-mouthed to the extreme! I can not believe! I always wondered how millionaire shall be really, because never worries about costs and payments, would seem to be insignificant nonsense the invoices of each month, always at the right time is presented with the resources I need and more, always brings me a surprise gift … that I keep it to myself, so use your imagination to know that is, ha, ha, ha! No, seriously, no one has made me laugh as much as him to the point of getting wet my panties! Gives me every surprise what you never think, do not believe it if I tell you.
And also he defends me. He spread fear when angry with someone who want to do something bad to me, he’s really strong. Nobody ever bother me again, nobody. But you know that’s what really puzzles me? he always knows what to do! No matter the difficulty, the problem or difficult situation, always has an answer and it works! do not believe me? Let me present you one day and you’ll see, you asked for something, anything, and always he will know that respond to you. What’s more, with him there are no taboos. I told him about my disease on my genitals, my lesbian friend, my temptation to pornography, my thoughts of hatred against “that” I hurt my suicide attempts, my childhood dreams, until my fear looks like my naked body and the relationship with my parents … he always listen, and you do not believe it but fix all that in my life! He always tells me “Francheska stop this nonsense, you know that is still not time for to have that, but you will have it.” I confess that their security about things I love it, I could not live with anyone else, anyone but him. Yes I can not deny it, I am addicted to their presence. I was addicted to marijuana and sex, I thought that nothing and nobody could overcome this “convination”, but he did. Now I’m addicted to him.
I’m happy. Genuinely happy with him. Every Date that I have with the leave me fully satisfied as any drug, pleasure or amount of money can offer me. I do not understand how I could live before I met him, I think I was accustomed to the strange and false “happiness” that offers the people … as I would like everyone to know and feel what I feel now you know? Once I observe him pensive, I asked him and quickly answered: “Very few people really know me like you Francheska … too few people. Many have only read about me, or other people tell them things. They’ve seen me pass close of them but never say hello … but I am a stranger for them. Francheska longing much help them, you know me you know what I’m willing to do for them … “ His voice were torn apart and a sob was heard in the room, yes, he crying. Now I understand him, he allowed me to meet him, really know him. It is the most loving person there, I discovered that he laughs a lot, sometimes also cries, gets excited as a kid when you get close to tell you something! is wise and also hyper mega billionaire . He is fascinated to talk and always wants to give wonderful gifts. It is extremely generous. Never go late. Is a Master in the Intimacy. Patient, gentil and brave. A gentleman. Never give up on trying to make you feel good. He’s gorgeous, beautiful and has two eyes, two arms, a mouth, two legs awesomely shaperly; and a beautiful hair. I am deeply in love with him. I’m completely addicted to Him.
I was addicted to many things: addicted to romance, pornography, sex and of course marijuana, but I assure you that nothing can surpass my new “addiction”, the difference is that my previous addictions left me in the street, penniless, dirty and completely empty and sad, but He let me clean, and completely full and happy. He gives me peace. He satiates every molecule of my life.
His name is Holy Spirit. Living Without His Love is literally impossible. He is a real, more real than you and I. He is not “something”, he is “Someone”. He is a living being that feels, speaks, guides, thinks, cares and loves. Knowing it has been the most extraordinary experience of my life and I can not imagine my life without Him. He helps me to talk to God the Father in the name of Jesus. I wake up and say “Good Morning, Holy Spirit! join me to breakfast please? ” and His presence saturate my room and follows me wherever I go invite. I do not go out without him and He is not going but invite him. His presence is real in my life and I want it to be in yours too. He is the supernatural power of God in your life. Pray to Holy Spirit, speaks to him, say Him “Good Morning, Holy Spirit, I have heard of you but I think still not want to know you know you … but do not know how … You could help me please? I need You. I love You. You are welcome to my life Holy Spirit. ” Look it up. Invite him to guide your life. God the Father is on the throne. Jesus is on his right. Holy Spirit was sent to be with you. To help you. Without Him we are nothing.
Where miracles happen? In prayer.
When they occur? When we pray.
Because no supernatural things happen in my life? Because you have not prayed with sufficient intensity.
If I could give you only one advice, one tip that forever quench all areas of your life it would be this: have an Date with God today. Talk with Him. I guarantee that when you meet Him personally you will be like me. Addicted to His Love.
“”Holy Spirit, I love you and desire meet you more but do not know how, you could help me? I need you, I really desire form a true and genuine personal relationship with you. Father thank you for your immense love, so today I acknowledge Jesus as my only and sufficient Savior, I ask you Lord to accept my life and make me completely yours. From today I make the pact to set aside time to be with you every day of my life. Amen.”